Paperbombs-Days Go By

Days go by but seem the same 
I'm wasting all my time in vain 
And I'm so tired to see my face 
In the bathroom mirror

Running home in the rain 
Sleeping on the subway train 
Trying to convince myself 
That I'm not here now

Tell me it's a lack of passion 
But I'm so bored to live my life 
Do I need defibrillation 
To make me feel alive?

Well I don't have any plans 
Since my fictional friends 
Told me they are bored hanging out with me

It seems like now I feel the pain 
Does this mean that I'm ok? 
Will I see the light that burns inside of me?

Tell me it's a lack of passion 
But I'm so bored to live my life 
Do I need defibrillation 
To make me feel alive?

Call it a side effect of my depression 
But I don't think this is real life 
Do I need defibrillation 
To make me feel alive?

Tell me it's a lack of passion 
But I'm so bored to live my life 
Do I need defibrillation 
To make me feel alive? 

Call it a side effect of my depression 
But I don't think this is real life 
Do I need defibrillation 
To make me feel alive?