Seids - The Crapulence

I am hanging between past and present,

spewing my inner world.

Meanwhile, the someone gets pleasure,

while someone sold their soul.



I have not made a decision

to die or survive today.

Give me your hand, rapid vision.

And please take me away.



Like a slimy frog in my throat

my heart is beating.

"Drink to survive" words in my thoughts

now I am hearing.



Wine and midnight vision -

that is my religion.

Insatiable desire

it is my sacred fire.



Horrible old man, stop talking

and banging his crutch in my head.

Although I am quit smoking,

it seems that I'm already dead.



I'm scared to look in the mirror,

because I'm not there today.

All the sounds of hell I am hear.

Now I can quietly pray.