Color Walls - I Will Be

Why am I with you? 
Why can't I be true? 

Everyday I wake up in the horror film 
Our retationships have become like a bad dream 
I fall to the silence, but my wish is a scream, 
Loud scream with a big hatred's stream 
Every hour I want to find a liberation's key 
Every minute I wait for a time when you will go away 
Every day I tell fables about love 
But I can't... 

I can't go this way 
Will tell you today 

I cannot take this anymore 
I want to shut the door 
The door between you and me 
I wait when our lie will stop, 
When you will leave our drop 
And we will be free 

Why am I with you? 
Why can't I be true? 

Everyday you wake up with thoughts about a murder 
You hate our ship of love. So, fighter, 
Let's begin the destroying in our world 
Do it faster, just say one word 
I know very well I'm a trash of your life 
So why coudn't we take a pointed knife 
And to cut throat this big pig? 
So I know you want it 

I can't go this way 
Will tell you today 

Why do I still hold tainted love, 
Why do I have questions "why?", 
Why cannot I jump it through, 
Why can't say everything is lie?